Even after losing so many of them, most of whom I was exceptionally close to, it still hurts.
I don't mind it when distance ends up being the factor. Or when life gets too hectic that we are no longer there for each other like we used to be. I admit it that it hurts like hell, but that's life.
However, I don't like it when we fall apart due to some stupid reason. Forgive and forget? I really hope that is possible even now. You guys, the people I call my friends, aren't just that. You are more.
You are like my family.
You are my family.
Whether you are assholes, or gluttons, or stuck up, or even retarded. I am proud to know each and every one of you. I love you all with all my heart. The reason for my being is because of you.
Being alone scares me. Losing one of you is like having a part of me amputated. And I'll do everything I can, no matter how disgraceful it may be, to keep us together for as long as time allows us. So fuck pride. I have no use for pride if I am all alone at the end.
I want us to grow old together, to be the uncle to your bratty kids, to tell people stories of how much fun we used to have.
I can be unbearable at times, but that should be no reason for us to fall apart.
I love you all.
